The Interduction

Hello there am natalie not nat or alie its natalie am from southern california i have one older sister named gioconda but you can call her gio ( i think shes changing her name soon to mia ) who has been married, divorced, got ino another relationship with a man who isnt worth anything and should i say he's evil? Eh i never liked him since the first time i saw him he is a home whacker. His name is Ron but you can called him dick if you want ;) , my sister has been in this on and off relationship for the last 5 yrs. I also have 4 newfews and one niece from my sister's relationship and marriage. They range from 14 to 5. I also have a older brother named andrew i might not write too much about him because he now lives in kanasa and by the way he doesnt like me too much i have no idea why since i havent really talked to him since the age of 8..... he has also been married and devored and remarried and also has 5 kids 4 girls and one boy. Never really have met them though because the last time my brother was here he took out the whole family but me because for some reason he just doesnt like me .... ive never had done anything to him oh well i dont really care anymore ive gotten used to him. Then theres my dad Ruben , what a wonderful dad i had he was big , strong and for some reason people were very much afrid of him i dont know why because he was a very sweet man to us espeailly to me :) but unfornutaly my father died when i was just 17 he had cancer and there was nothing that could be done no one knew he was sick not even him . When people ask me about my father i always tell them he got up and left us because thats how it felt like he took off and to never return or be seen or heard from again. I never felt that kind of pain ever in my life it hurt and still hurts so much because i felt that out of all our us i needed him the most and still do i felt abonden , lost and sad beyond befievf . And then there's my mother marilyn she works hard and takes care of us shes a good mom but sometimes she doesn't want help from others but am here to always have her back. And last but not least me am about to go back to school in los angeles but its still in progress to have a job in fashion i love putting clothes together and being behind the camera in whats next in style .. love it!!!!!!!! Also am an actress and a model , i haven't really tried for modeling yet but i have been sign with a talent agency but want to further my career so am in the process of doing that too . So come with me as i pursuit my dreams and as i live my life day after day. Muah!!!! <3 Natalie