The Modeling Fashion Pictures

Hello there, me again , just want to tell you guys something....... just got my pictures today !!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! A month ago i went to this nice lady who is from L.A and saw her pictures that she does on her web page and i got in touch with her to take some head shots and fashion pictures , of course i dont have that much money so she said she would do them for only 110.00 and i was like yes ill do it! I was scared that because it was so cheap it wouldnt turn out to look nice but to my surprise..... they did look so nice!!!!!! Now all i have to do tomorrow is get them ready for a few agencies and take one cdr to my one time talent agency to see if i can have a second chance . I believe in myself that i can do it because well, what do i have to lose right? Better now then never. also ehhhhh i dont feel so great ...... on the other hand my older sister Gio isnt coming to live with us anytime soon well.... not until May. I have a question when someone is in need and need somewhere to stay and lets say its you .... and someone is giving you a place to stay in the mean time, would you as a person in need set rules to a house that isn't yours? I know i wouldn't but that's how my sister is, she even said she wanted to go live with my brother Andrew i say go for it ... she wouldnt like it but i told her that if she wanted to come back home   me and our mom wouldnt go and pick her up from Kansas nope. She's 34 years old she should grown up get a job. My mom totally disagrees with me but you know what this is coming from a lady that can't even pick good freinds for her self and she's 62 !!!!! I told my sister like am telling my mom both of you never had my back and NOW you don't have mine. I have bipolar disorder and i suffer from deep depression i have my own demons to battle and i told both of them i have to look out for me from now on . FIRST ME, THEN IS ME, AND LATER IS ME i cant help people who when i need help wont help me and am sick i just want to be happy and try to make my life better for myself and i cant let people hold me back i cant. I dont know why every time these GROWN women need something it's Natalie this Natalie that am done ! DONE! Thats why am doing my acting and modeling and going back to school but as my doctor has told me do a little at a time Natalie take one thing at a time :) . Now for the next now since i moved back to the LA area i have to find a doctor for my needs with my meds and confusion i feel like i need help for that so to day am going back online to find one that would help me feel better because when you dont have health you cant do what you want to do ive been there so i know that for a fact. Well, i have to go now and clean my house because if i dont do it no one does MUAH!  BYE!!!! :P